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What Makes My Heart Smile

  • my education
  • graphic tees that say interesting things
  • sundresses
  • shoes
  • forehead kisses
  • hearing someone say i love you
  • phone convos that last until the wee hours of the morning
  • good conversations
  • chai tea
  • my notebook & pen
  • being still
  • roller coasters
  • warm summer starry-skied nights
  • a really good book
  • long, hot showers
  • love
  • GOD
  • boyfriend
  • friends
  • family

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

To The Middle

1st blog entry whoop whoop!!! what to write, what to write!

well, i guess i'll start with my facebook status from yesterday. [well, one of them].

-i want to get back to that place where my every fiber, my whole being was about God. i don't feel that closeness in my spirit that i once did. i gotta get back to the middle.-

it might be pretty deep for my first blog entry, but hey....might as well start with the truth.

i don't know where the disconnection came from, but i've felt it since i came to college. funny thing is, i attend church more now than when i was in high school, but i felt closer to Him when i was in high school. i didn't attend church when i was home, but i had plenty of devotionals & books & all kinds of things. i prayed throughout the day, even if it was just to say hi. i had an actual relationship.

i still believe that i have a relationship, but now, i feel that it is more of a hi-bye, distant friendship, whereas before, it was a best friend friendship. =/

i've gotta get back to the middle. i've got to. more on this later when i get my bearings together.