well, i guess i'll start with my facebook status from yesterday. [well, one of them].
-i want to get back to that place where my every fiber, my whole being was about God. i don't feel that closeness in my spirit that i once did. i gotta get back to the middle.-
it might be pretty deep for my first blog entry, but hey....might as well start with the truth.
i don't know where the disconnection came from, but i've felt it since i came to college. funny thing is, i attend church more now than when i was in high school, but i felt closer to Him when i was in high school. i didn't attend church when i was home, but i had plenty of devotionals & books & all kinds of things. i prayed throughout the day, even if it was just to say hi. i had an actual relationship.
i still believe that i have a relationship, but now, i feel that it is more of a hi-bye, distant friendship, whereas before, it was a best friend friendship. =/
i've gotta get back to the middle. i've got to. more on this later when i get my bearings together.